Thursday, December 8, 2011

The Brook


He arrived at the edge of the wood.  Miles and miles of hard forest lay behind him.  Wild beasts had attacked and met their end at his hands.  Cliffs rose high and daunting, and he climbed them.  Lacerations covered him.  Filth of sweat and dirt and blood stank on him.
            His soul was tired.  His body was weary.
            At the edge of the wood was a field.  A friendly brook divided it.  Sounds of delicate water flow woke his thirst and tingled his wounds.
            Cautiously, he stepped from the forest, but stopped, stone still.  He was not alone.
            Remembering back through the months of wandering, no other person had been there.  Nobody had been seen.  Further back in his memory, back to the very earliest, he had not seen a figure of such striking beauty.
            Sunlight shimmered in her hair.  Her skin looked delicate and soft.  Radiance reflected from her dress which twirled as she danced barefoot in the light.
            Cowering behind a tree, he watched.
            She stepped lightly to the brook and dipped in her toe.  She crouched and drew water to her lips.  Delicately she pulled a daisy and placed it in her hair.  And then she danced again.  
            Her loveliness astounded him and, losing his balance, he fell with a thud.
            She looked his way.  "Who is there?" she said.
            "No one."
            "But I heard something."
            "Just ignore that."
            "I know you are there.  Who are you?"
            "No one.  No one."
            "You sound like someone.  Step out where I can see you."
            "I'd rather not."
            "Please?  Are you shy?"
            "No.  But I'm filthy."
            "I don't mind.  Please come out so I can see you."
            "OK."
            So he stood and came from behind the tree.
            "Please step into the light.  I want to see you."
            He did.  Slowly.  
            She observed him quietly.
            "You really are very dirty."
            "I know."
            "And you have many wounds."
            "Yes, I do."
            "And your clothes are in tatters."
            "Very true."
            "You look thirsty."
            "I am."
            She held out her hand.  "Come with me to the brook."
            He followed without holding her hand.
            "It's deepest there at the bend," she said, her dainty finger extended.  "Go in."
            He began to remove his shirt.
            "Oh, no," she said, "There's no need to do that.  Just go in as you are.  You'll see."
            Carefully, he waded in.  Exhilaration filled each body part as it entered the water.  Toes tingled with life.  Knees were renewed.  The water was delicately cold.  He dove toward the deep spot.  Every muscle sang out in relief.  Every wound's pain chilled to silence.  Grime pulled away by layers.  He stood and breathed the clean air deeply.  His clothes, now mended and new, shone in the sun.
            "This is miraculous!" he said.
            She laughed delicately.
            "I feel marvelous!" he said.
            "Yes.  Isn't it wonderful?"
            He walked out of the brook.
            She reached out her hand to touch his, “Let’s dance,” she said.  But he flinched away.
            "What is the matter?  Would you like to dance with me?"
            "I can't dance.  Not with you.  I'm only a boy?"
            "Oh."
            "I was left in those woods to wander.  I have seen and done many horrible things." 
            "Oh." 
            "I may look clean.  But can't you see I'm just a boy?  I cannot dance with a woman."
            She smiled kindly.  "Come with me," she beckoned.  "Come."
            She moved to a place where the water moved slowly.  "Look," she said.
            He looked at the water.
            Looking back at him he saw familiar eyes.  But they were in a face more square than he remembered.  The hair was a similar color but fuller with highlights of white that glistened.  Broad shoulders and broad chest replaced the narrow ones he remembered.  He examined his hands.  They were thick and strong.
            "Did the water do this?" he said.
            "No."
            "Then how?'
            "This is how you came from the wood."
            "But not so clean."
            "True.  But how you are now is what I saw under your wounds and rags and grime."
            "You saw this, and I did not?  
            "Yes."
            "You saw how I was before and wasn't afraid?"
            "Yes."
            "How?"
            Because I was once like you were.  I was lost in the forest.  I also saw and did many horrible things."
            "I don't believe you."
            "This because you did not yet drink from the brook."
            "But I was in there.  You saw me."
            "I saw you bathe.  You did not drink.  Please.  Drink."
            He crouched, dipped his hand, and drank.
            Joy filled him.  It shot through him.  The sky grew more deeply blue.  Clouds were more radiantly white.  Grass brightened its green, and delicate songs came from the trees. 
            “Goodness,” he said, “Goodness.  What is this place?”
            “This is the place he made for us.  This is where we were meant to be.”
            “Who is he?”
            “I don’t fully know yet.”
            “I would like to stay here.”
            “And I would like you to stay here.”
            He held out his hand.  “Will you dance with me?”
            She hesitated.  “Are you sure?”
            “You were dancing alone before.”
            “Yes, I was.”
            “Would you rather dance alone?”
            “No.”
            “Then dance with me.  I will lead.”
            “Do you know how to dance?”
            “No.”
            “Then how will you lead?”
            “Simply pay attention to what you need and stay one step ahead.”
            She smiled broadly.  “You may step on my toes.”
            “Very true.”
            “We may trip and fall.”
            “That is possible, too.”
            “I am sometimes clumsy.”
            “So am I.  But if we fall and get dirty, we will simply go back in the brook.  If we are discouraged we will drink deeply again.”
            “Then I will dance with you,” she said, and took his hand.
            They twirled and bowed and tripped and drank and bathed and danced all through the day.
            Suddenly, she stopped.
            “What is it?” he said.
            “I saw something move.  Just over there.”
            He looked.  There was a child.  Filthy.  Bleeding.  They walked hand in hand to the forest.  He crouched.
            “Don’t be afraid, little one.  You have come to a good place.”
            “It looks nice here, mister,” said the child.  “May I stay?”
            “Yes,” he said.  And he said to the woman, “Will you clean the child?”
            “I would love to,” and she did.
            He stood at the edge of the wood, watching the woman and child.  He also gazed deeply into the forest, looking as if he was very concerned.
            The woman came back with the child clean and radiant and joyful.  “See how clean and full of joy?” she said.
            “Delightful,” he said, then picked up the child and kissed its cheek.
            “Then why are you less full of cheer?  Do you need another drink?”
            “Possibly,” he said.  “But that is not what bothers me.”
            “Then what does?”
            He sighed deeply.  “I came from far across the forest, and so did you.  Now this child comes to us.  I think there could be more.”
            “Yes.  There probably are.”
            “Seeing you and the child, now so clean and joyous causes me to remember how frightened we were in the forest.”
            “Yes.  Me, too.”
            “There is plenty of water here for many, many more just like us.’
            “Yes, there is.”
            “Men and women and children.”
            “I believe they are out there.”
            “I think we should go find them.”
            She blanched.  “What about the child?”
            “The child will come with us.”
            “What about the sun?  There is no sun in there.”
            “We will climb to the tops of trees and cut away the branches.”
            “What about water?  There is no healing water.”
            “We will bring some with us.  When we run out we will come back to refill.”
            “And what about the beasts?”
            “I fought many alone.  So did you, and so did the child.  If we are together, no beast will stand a chance against us.”
            “I see,” she said.  “And as we find other men, women, and children, our strength will grow.”
            “Yes.”
            “And many will see the light and drink the water.”
            “Yes.”
            “And you will lead us.”
            “Yes.”
            “Then I will go with you.”
            They furnished a way to carry the water.  They furnished a way to cut the branches.  And they went.
           

Sunday, December 4, 2011

A Penny

An old man met a young boy on the street.

What do you have in your hand?
Said the man
To the boy.
What do you have in your hand?

It's a penny I hold in my hand.
Said the boy
To the man.
It's a penny I hold in my hand.

What are you going to buy?
Said the man
To the boy.
What are you going to buy?

Some candy or gum or a toy.
Said the boy
To the man.
Some candy or gum or a toy.

Is that what you get for a cent?
Said the man
To the boy.
Is that what you get for a cent?

I can't buy very much more.
Said the boy
To the man.
I can't buy very much more.

The old man scratched his chin.

I believe I see something more there.
Said the man
To the boy.
I believe I see something more there.

I believe that your eyes are not right.
Said the boy
To the man.
I believe that your eyes are not right.

It's magic you hold in your hand.
Said the man
To the boy.
It's magic you hold in your hand.

Just copper is all that I see.
Said the boy
To the man.
Just copper is all that I see.

It's a key that you hold in your hand.
Said the man
To the boy.
It's a key that you hold in your hand.

A key to what?
Said the boy.

It's a key to open your dreams.
Said the man
To the boy.
It's a key to open your dreams.

I'd rather have candy and toys.
Said the boy
To the man.
I'd rather have candy and toys.

You can have all of those that you dream.
Said the man
To the boy.
You can have all of those that you dream.

How long is that going to take?
Said the boy
To the man.
How long is that going to take?

Could take years or months or a moment.
Said the man
To the boy.
Could take years or months or a moment.

There is candy for sale over there.
Said the boy
To the man.
There is candy for sale over there.

This is very true.
Said the man.

And then he said,

If you use all your magic and keys
To acquire things you do not need
A day will come when you will find
The magic has run out of time.
And you will be up to your knees
In misery, sorrows and greed.
So be wise in how your apply
Magic and keys to doors passing by.

The boy pondered this, looking at the penny.

It's so small, it can't become much.
Said the boy
To the man.
It's so small, it can't become much.

It's greatness lies in your own heart.
Said the man
To the boy.
It's greatness lies in your own heart.

And time will show it to me?
Said the boy
To the man.
And time will show it to me?

As surely as night follows day.
Said the man
To the boy.
As surely as night follows day.

What magic can happen from this?
Said the boy
To the man.
What magic can happen from this?

Feed the poor, heal the sick, and show love.
Said the man
To the boy.
Feed the poor, heal the sick, and show love.

Even with something so small?
Said the boy
To the man.
Even with something so small?

A great oak comes from a small seed.
Said the man
To the boy.
A great oak comes from a small seed.

Can a penny grow into great wealth?
Said the boy
To the man.
Can a penny grow into great wealth?

If you treat it with wisdom and care.
Said the man
To the boy.
If you treat it with wisdom and care.

My neighbor is sick and is poor.
Said the boy
To the man.
My neighbor is sick and is poor.

Then rejoice because magic is near.
Said the man
To the boy.
Then rejoice because magic is near.

The old man smiled and walked away.

I must see if this penny can grow.
Said the boy
To himself.
I must go see how it grows.

Saturday, December 3, 2011

The Stream

Dip my fingers into the stream
Where thoughts of millions bubble by
Bring a little back and jot it down.
See if others can see.

Where thoughts of millions bubble by
Gray-white stream, sparkle against black.
Above the light I see with my eye.
The place where truth yet abounds.

Gray-white stream, sparkle against black.
Truth flows purely and deep.
The false is swept clean, no more to harm.
Mankind is free to be free.

Truth flows purely and deep.
Delicate to the touch of my hand.
Cosmically bound by the one who is truth,
Curving low to show those who can see.

Delicate to the touch of my hand.
Though it rushes so quickly by.
Calling to writers and poets, "Please come,
Drink deeply from me and share with all."

Dip my fingers into the stream.
Gray-white stream, sparkle against black.
The false is swept clean, no more to haunt.
Curving low to show those who can see.

Drink deeply of me and share with all.

To Paper.

Tonight the blank page stares back at me.
   It that a challenge?
   Do you want to fight?
But what is there to fight?
    Would it be better to dance?
   I can dance with my pencil,
    Leaving trails of thought.
   I can make her swirl and loop
    And slide straight as can be.
   In our dance we make art,
    Not just for me and for your,
   But for any who may come 
    And read.

There is no fight to be.
   Only the art and expression of 
    A man.  A man of earth.
     A spiritual traveler.
      An earth-face wanderer.
       A galaxy spinner.
        A universe expander.
   Listening to the winds of thought,
    Blustering above my senses,
     I dip my fingers into the 
   Slate gray stream and jot
     Down how the water feels.
   Salmon jump in there.
    Bears earn their fill before sleep.
     Moose drink deeply.

All I do is bring it back from 
  No Where.
    So it can become 
      Now Here.

I will not fight you, blank page.
  You are not my enemy.
    The pen is mightier than the sword
      But I will not use it against
  You.

You are my friend.  You listen
  Without judgment.
  I can trust you to keep my thoughts 
    And rants and laments and joys.
     They will endure because of your
       Trustworthy face.

How many before have danced with pen 
  Upon you?
    Millions?  Billions?
No two dances ever the same.
    Even the Holy One of old danced,
     With his finger on the hearts of 
       Men, 
         Inspiring them to dance his words with you.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

The Traveling Man

I am the traveling man.
  I've seen the world from Osan to Kulyab.
I've eaten breakfast in forgotten bunkers where American boys
  Awaited the Japanese
Far out in the Alutian Islands.
  I've had lunch in five-star restaurants in Dubai.
I've had dinner in war ravished Iraq
  And humble Ohio kitchens.

I am the traveling man.
  I whisper along under a dark blanket.
I travel in sphere or tube of light and fire,
  Sparked by long stored star particles
Sent here in eons before time began.

I am the traveling man.
  Red tail lights curve before me, crest and dip.
Souls plunge into the night ahead.
  White lights follow me, blinding.
I cannot see the passions
  I may have left behind.

I am the traveling man.
  A city welcomes me with cautious embrace.
Harrisburgh.  Omaha.  Anchorage.
  At the taste of my wandering heart,
I am spit out to go seek Ninevah.

I am the traveling man. 
  Like God the universe wanderer,
Setting stars and time in motion.
  But my heart longs to be with my beloved.
She is in a place I cannot go.

I am the traveling man.
  The nightly silence rings.
Faintly behind it the memory of small feet
  Dance and play in the next room.

I am the traveling man.
  Pull me in, but send me out.
Ferocious momentum.  Light speed.
  Love blossoms in velocity.
But dies in the wind.

I am the traveling man.
  Sleep comes where it must.
Hotel.  Back seat.  Airplane.  Outside.
  Darkness pulls over my head,
Speckled pin pricks of light.
  I go so far for it to find me.

I am the traveling man.
  There was a precious in my pocket.
My goal, my purpose, my dream.
  I pulled it out, but it was gone.
Coveting it, I fled.

I am the traveling man.
  A million keys have passed me.
Rooms.  Jobs.  Hearts.
  Could I build a house from those keys?
Would that house be home?

I am the traveling man.
  Where is the rock where I can land?
What is the place where my quiet place resides?
  There, will the traveling food end?
Will the fatty, frozen, fake, unzip, feast
  Become the plant, grow, clean, snap, nourish?

I am the traveling man.
  Open your arms to welcome me.
Feed me from your pantry.
  Clear the dust from my face and feet.
Learn from the wisdom I bring.
  But do not lock the door.